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I was cranky in the earlier part of today. Between my first post and this post to be exact. The printer kept eating my documents and I didn't feed myself lunch and I was just lonely. So the slightest of everything triggered negative emotions, anger primarily.
Sorry I took it out on you, and well, thanks for not running away.
I have this thing about talking too much to certain people and thus giving them an impression that I otherwise would not want them to have. But I have no idea how to prevent it. I can't be starting every single conversation with "I am talking to you but I am not interested interested in you". Get what I mean?
I know it sounds super bimbo but giving out wrong signals is taboo and I hate people doing that to me so likewise, I don't want to do it to others.
The funniest of thing is, to most people, I am just wanting to be nice and to talk and to generally make a new friend but then they are the ones who get the wrong message. But when I do want to make an impression with certain other people, I tend to always fail miserably.
Why is this so? Can someone please tell me why? I think it has to do with being natural and trying too hard. Maybe that is what it is.
I was supposed to have packed and gone back to my 'home' but I got carried away with this post so I better end it soon.
So...
I was invited to a 7.30am sail tomorrow morning, I really want to, but I am not for waking up so early... But I shall. I really hope there'll be sailing if not I am going to kick
Team Rainbows Are Pretty sounds like a good idea! You are bound to get all the attention -> Press coverage -> Sponsorship! #brilliant
LOL. More familiar faces tomorrow! Yay finally! :D
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