I have a crush. But it's not quite working out the way I had hoped it would. And I know I've said that I won't post things on my blog as if I were talking to you, but I promise, today, will mark the end of such an occurrence.
So this is to you.
For abruptly not talking to me anymore, and for (in my train of logic) making my heart beat faster unnecessarily, I would like to tear your hair out, poke your eyeballs, kick your ass, and throw you into the sea to feed the fishes.
What I meant to say really is, it is time for me to put those feelings into a pretty little box, tie it with a pretty ribbon and store it away. And when someone else comes along the way, I shall repeat the same process and of course hope that I won't have to get another pretty little box again.
It's been said that you're happier now. I like to think that it was me who helped achieve that but that's just being conceited. In any case, I pray and hope that you'll continue to be happy and that you'll always find a reason to smile.
So, for all that has and has not happened, I suppose a thank you is warranted. There were some good stuff which I believe has made me into a better person, and of course, the memories will stay with me for a good long time.
So, that's the end of one tiny little chapter in my life story. On with the next!
I had a crush.
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Lesson No 1 Take notes! Jaga Tepi Kain Orang translated literally into English means, take care side cloth people . Makes no sense at all ...
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Love it when it's laundry day, and the sun is bright and hot.
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Over lunch yesterday, Dad said: When you were born, you were really the cutest kid around! I used to be that cute!
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"...What if 그대가 날 사랑할 것만 같아
조금 기다리면 내게 올 것만 같아서
이런 기대로 나는 그댈 떠날 수 없죠
그렇게 시간이 쌓여 아픔이 되는 걸
잘 알고 있으면서..."
- What if.. it seems like you’re going to love me
Because it seems like you’re going to come to me if I wait just a little..
With these anticipations, I can’t leave you
Even though I know that as time accumulates, it becomes pain.. - Super Junior, What If. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGf2-_y7K94
At the first glance, it would seems the above lyrics are best to describe this story of yours.
Being a stranger, I shouldn't comment on anything nor having the rights to do so; but being your junior at the same time, these are at least what I could say, to the weirdest yet possibly the best looking administrator we've got in the department.
"신속히 쾌차하시길 바랍니다." - Get well soon (perhaps you already do, what else can we expect from the toughest administrator we've got). It isn't really nice to have an administrator serving the students in such a "not that good" status right?
Hmm, wonder if there is any evaluation form for the administrator as well?
What if's are redundant if people don't do anything about it. But that's a sweet song still.
"Possibly best looking" I sorta agree, but weirdest! WHAT!
Hahaha, man you crack me up whoever you are. And since you are my junior, you should probably be studying hard and not Googl-ing names of admin people from the department.
I like to believe that I do my job well regardless of what my emotional state is. It's called professionalism, you'll learn it when you start working too perhaps. I hope.
And no, I don't think we want to be evaluated. Thank you very much.
I really find this funny fyi. Hahaaha!
Why do I having this delusion that I was being treated as if I'm a first year greenhorn.
Aren't psych's students supposingly to be really good in "researching"? Though I was being guided here but still. And yes, I shall take the dearest advice from the beloved senior. For the moment.
Of course you are the weirdest. If Ms W has this aura of "God knows when will question 1 being popped", you will be having this aura of "God knows when will she being random and behaves strangely". And the p-value of this is lesser than 0.05. I mean, sometimes when people were asking the other admins, there is a chance in which you will suddenly stand up and started answering. Although it can be really funny to witness such (there isn't much difference with you being sitting down and standing up), but still. There are a few more examples, but then again, I should not really blow your cover should I?
If I could run another "study", I will not mind carrying out this, "Will an administrator affect the help-seeking behaviors of students and if so, what kind of administrator will be the most influential?" The better looking but the odd one, the informative one or the friendly one. The results should be quite anticipating aren't they?
Anyway, glad that you've enjoyed it. No deception right? If so, a debriefing form would be welcome. See ya in the office then, senior.
All Psych students are somewhat delusional. Don't worry, that's the norm.
What kinda research would lead you here I truly wonder. And I also wonder who/what guided you here.
Hahahaha, P < 0.05. That's kinda epic. When do I ever interrupt other people's conversation! That's rude. Or, I only do it when people are being mean to us. My righteous self just can't sit still (pun intended). AND PLEASE AH, DON'T POKE FUN OF MY HEIGHT.
And btw, ALL the admins at the dept are good looking, informative and friendly. We're awesome that way. And if you don't say, nobody will know I am odd.
I do believe your cover has been blown too, I know who you are. I think. A debriefing statement would be nice to confirm my findings.
I'll see you around!
It seems Princess Darlie was in needs of royal guard, white knight. Too bad there is nothing a gardener like me can be at your service. Hmm.
Anyway, the "research" I am having is the "tea-time research", should be under Social Psych. And regarding revealing clients' / subjects' information, isn't that a direct violation of ethical codes?
So the princess is interested in hide and seek eh? To be honest, I'm quite looking forward if you are really able to identify who I am. IMHO, the probability for you succeeding in it is less than 0.001. To make it interesting, if you really able to do so, I will grant you a wish (a reasonable one of course).
KRY, both the letters R and Y are somewhat related to my name.
Later. =)
Driven by curiosity, I've paid some attentions these two days. At some points, I really thought you were tracking down my IP but oh well, delusion again. Spent extra seconds around the office, not quite purposely doing so, but sometimes you do have to wait around before you can get to meet some lecturers, especially some. And clearly enough, the previous statement of yours, claiming you might already have an idea on who I am is not really that accurate. I mean, I've walked passed you quite a few times and I'm still alive right now. Come to think of it, I'm not really quite that kind of person who dares to take the risk (writing to you when there's a chance in which you will find out who I am) of being devoured by a senior like you.
Unfortunately, I can't just hang around the office all the time. If not, I'm even more interested to witness the moment when you got the wrong "me". Should be quite a fascinating view, isn't it?
And yes, debriefing statements were prepared. Some of the questions I've yet to answer directly, so just in case you are really that marvelous and able to get the identify of mine right, they will be answered together with the statement.
Have a nice weekend.
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