I dislike it,

when fondness turns into liking,

and when liking turns into dependency,

and when dependency turns into an addiction.

Call it insecurity, for no matter how I see it,
it probably is.

Ahhhh. It is like, I tasted my first cup of coffee, and I liked it. So I drink more coffee and the more I drink, the better it tastes. And gradually, with a cup of coffee each day, I can have absolutely blissful 24 hours, everyday.

And so, when I don't get my coffee, my day is screwed, ultimately.

See, it sucks. Really. The whole cycle. =(

And the worst thing is, it has happened once too many times this year. And the best part is, it still happens. Ahhhh.

I dislike addictions.