Special Shout Out

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON KONG. 

Love you long long longest time! :D

GAHHHH!

I just WANNA SCREAM.

Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things. Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things. Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things. Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things. Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things. Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things. Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things. Be thankful. Be grateful. Count your blessings. Stop complaining. Stop whining. Think of all the good things.

I have been repeatedly rehearsing this in my head over and over and over the past 4 - 5 hours.

But it ain't working! Damn it.

Good night world, I will just wake up tomorrow and see where Saturday decides to take me..

MINI HIATUS

WILL BE BACK SOON, PROMISE..

Be good in the meantime! =)

Chubby Cheeks

Unglam photo(s). Think very long whether or not I should upload. But anyway...

One of the new shirts I got for the little brother. He likes them, I am glad! :D

Laugh A Little More, Love Myself A Little More

AM - Batu Caves. We scaled the 272 step stairway TWICE. The first climb was easy, partially because we kept being distracted by the monkeys. The second time up was almost enough to make me not want to make the descend, my knees were wobbly at this point. Dimsum breakfast afterwards at Jalan Ipoh. I walked and bathe doggie too!

Early PM - Sushi lunch with the girls in IOI. Because it is my birthday month, I collected 50x points more than usual, which means I now have 90 bucks worth of noms in my Sakae card, just how awesome is that?! :D Bought the little brother some new attire too, I hope he likes them. I'll be sure to take some photos when he does wear them.

Late PM - Dinner at Paradigm Mall, Shihlin XXL Chicken, unhealthy max but so yummy! Massive amount of shops there too, massive crowds too, parking and traffic needs some organization otherwise it's definitely a good place to hang. Saw some really pretty things, like that really pretty bracelet, and that really pretty pair of shoe, and that white cardigan, but I didn't end up getting anything. So well behaved that I totally deserve a gift.

It's amazing what a latte can do - it's like my battery water!

Unbeatable

Lyrics; Credit

TGIF; Had sushi for dinner and bubble tea for dessert. Car is polished too! :D

Batu Caves tomorrow, need sleep. Oyasumi!

掺了，身体好像生病了。。

I am making a promise, to myself. And it is to quit being angry. Such a pointless emotion. But...

If anyone insist on having things their way despite my polite attempts to tell you to back off, then don't blame me if I no longer am being all nice and pleasant and courteous because you are then asking for it.

Mark. My. Words.

I can only thank God for all the amazing people He has put in my life thus far. For their endless support, for their kindness, for their patience, for all that they are. And for always watching my back, making sure to break my fall, and for always being ready to step in and protect me if things go awry. I cannot emphasize more but I am truly a blessed individual, because of each one of you.

<3

I was re-watching some youtubes earlier, and  I think I just might make a pretty good stand up comedian. But the more crucial question is:

Will I also make a good counselor?

So Insanely Tired

Mentally drained I meant. With all that has been going on, I surprisingly find myself missing you.

You Are Such A Liar

Yes. You!

>(

I Am Strange

Very strange.

I can't help it though. =/

That's just how it is.

I Am Not Perfect

And neither are you. So, I will just be me, and you can be you. Hi. Nice to meet you.

Top 5 Misconceptions People Have About Me

Some I have clarified before. You who know me personally should know all this already because actually all I have clarified before but anyway.. for the benefit of those who don't know me personally, or don't know me very well lah.

1. I am actually visually impaired. I don't wear glasses for the sake of making a fashion statement.

2. I went to a Chinese primary school and therefore I can read, write and speak Mandarin. I even took Chinese for PMR but (sadly and predictably) didn't do too well in that paper.

3. I am not mixed. I have fairly darker skin because I (used to) spend a lot of time under the sun and my hair is brown because I colored it.

4. I much prefer spending time at home then hanging out with people/large crowds during my free time. Spending time with close ones is a different story altogether.

5. I actually do think a lot, about life and things related to life. It's just that I tend to only think after it has happened, not before.

Bonus 6. I am not petite. I have never fitted into anything labelled for petites. I am just short lah in reality, and not that skinny either.



I have never really been a Wonder Girls fan. In fact, I did go to one of their concerts while I was in the States, but that was to catch 2PM and the Wonder Girls were performing alongside, even then I thought they were good but you know.

Anyhow, this song is getting on me lah, it's light hearted, fun and catchy!




I wanna learn their dance steps, "... Like this yo like this"!

滿分的人不存在這世界

They say I am a Pom Pom (Pomeranian)! :D

I like that I am a Pom Pom too. For images click here.

Attended a stage performance by the students last night. It was good. Made me think about when I was a student myself.

請讓我繼續喜歡你

主唱：柯震東
作曲：小王子
填詞：吳易緯(生命樹樂團)
編曲：小王子
監製：薛忠銘

歌詞

抱在一起痛哭過的夏天　那座球場永遠沒有終點
男孩暗戀你低頭笑的臉
你最討厭我　好強的一面

生命總愛突然發下考卷　沒有答案只有笑和眼淚
滿分的人不存在這世界　我幼稚膚淺就為你熱血

現在請讓我繼續喜歡你　世界毀滅前別把我放棄
我變得多膽小　全都是因為你
害怕得不到你肯定

未來請讓我繼續喜歡你　哪怕只有一點眼神鼓勵
就能讓我以為　我能改變一切

我就是什麼都不懂　我只懂愛你
就要不停戰鬥　要戰勝我自己　因為我的勇氣

現在請讓我繼續喜歡你　世界毀滅前別把我放棄
我變得多膽小　全都是因為你
害怕得不到你肯定

未來請讓我繼續喜歡你　哪怕只有一點眼神鼓勵
就能讓我以為　我能改變一切

我就是什麼都不懂　我只懂愛你

我只懂愛你
我知道愛你

Credit

Dear Haze, please go away, you're a hazard to human health!

To Grow A Pair Of Wings

And wish upon the stars.

A Pearl of Wisdom

A friend posted on Fb: 

"Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else."

Good message.

I tend to forget that for the most part of it, I am amongst psychologist and people who have studied Psychology. Thus, as much as I judge / perceive / stereotype / analyse people, they could very well be doing the same to me.

Most things are reciprocal in life after all.

I Am Happy With Life

I am happy being me.. I am happy as it is.

"They say when penguins find their mate,
They stay together for the rest of their life."
Credit

Birthday present from the colleagues. How cute. I had said that wanted a house as a present, and/or a boyfriend. So their justification is this: 

We hope that you'll find your penguin who will then buy you your house. 

Makes sense. Sorta kinda. Hahaha!

As you can tell, today is definitely an above average pleasant day. 

For a lot of reasons really. =)

Preferences Do Change

Once upon a time, Pokka Green Tea was everything. It used to be a believe, like how we want to believe unicorns in fairy tales and all that, but could it really be happening, like the teeniest possibility though?

And this is hilarious - What Should Sailing Call Me. Super epic.

Mission tonight: Sync phone contacts and watch Changing Lanes.

She's So Cute

She actually said, "Royal Albert f*cking Hall..." I had to do a double take on that one.

是也烦不是也烦。到底是怎样嘛！=(

One of those LID again (LID - lacking inspiration days). Sun burnt on my forehead. Smart until.

"So if you wanna dance, now is your chance!"

"You Are Very Pretty"

Really. No kidding. I have been hearing a lot of that lately in particular.

Mommy bought me tonnes of tea!

Can't wait to try them out. <3

I Ain't No Saint

Last I checked, no halo either.

But I try my best.

But that doesn't mean you take advantage.

Patience as it is, isn't my virtue. So I am sorry for being direct and harsh.

I was already doing my best.

Allergic Reaction

- updated

Pretty apt actually! Time to step out of the past (the real one), let it go and live life, live my life. =)

P/s: Only one person in this whole wide world knows exactly what I am talking about, and it is likely not you, so do yourself a favor, and don't overthink it.

~

It's a small small world... We all conveniently ended up in the same neighborhood, 5 minutes away from one another. Hmmmm.

"Do you sail for Sabah??"

Ego boost. A bit of back story, Sabah was famed for all pretty female sailors once upon a time. Could still be the case, just that I wouldn't know.

Omg I die laughing inside, complete with cartwheels and flips.

Okay. Youtube frenzy!

罗志祥 - “不具名的悲伤”。Hmmm, the non-concrete sadness, the unknown sadness, whichever lah. Couldn't embed the orginal MV, here it is anyway!



4Minute - Volume up. I didn't like this initially. Thought it was irritating. But it grew on me!



TaeTiSeo - Baby Steps, this I liked all along...



This is an 18 minutes cut from Sketchbook of the girls singing solo in English, I was impressed. It's not subbed though.

Have a good weekend, I only hope that I'll have time to breathe some...

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Ate too much today. Both lunch and dinner. Major indigestion now. >(

I am embracing my Chinese roots today.. Brace yourselves!

换个角度来看， 原来我也满帅气，满潇洒的， 还挺特别嘛！这不是自爱哦，也不是自夸。只是如果自己也看不出自己的好，那别人就更加看不到咯！对吧？

Moments - 这种念头，应该也玩够了, 该彻底的想想设么是为自己是最好的。但是究竟都是 trial and error，没有一定的对，也没有一定的错，反正从中学习最重要。

被利用，也是一种美。

被称赞，也是好事。

被谢谢，是多么开心的。

被爱，是由自己选。

被珍惜，当然是因为我值得！

看戏看多了。因为所以虽然但是。写华语真的不简单，不写啦。。今天就到此为此。

大家晚安！

Chapter 24; Page 1

I really don't get it sometimes. People say, the older you grow, the more things will make sense to you.

Dear young people, please don't believe the older folks, it is so not true.

I feel like the more I grow, the more the world doesn't make sense. The more why's go unanswered, the more how come's pop up and tonnes of all the other mysteries in life.

Or could it just be that I wasn't very inquisitive a baby and that is why I am only evolving now?!

-__-"

I don't understand why / how people lie through their teeth. I don't understand why people can't just be honest. Okay, I take that statement back, I know why people can't always be honest.. but, anyway.

Maybe I should just take Apple's advice and just enjoy this period, it's my "prime" so to speak. Even Heng says I should chill. Even Wes says I should stop being silly.

Maybe I should start listening to people.

But one thing for sure, I really need to pause, and then think carefully before I speak from now on. God knows how many times have I gotten myself into trouble for speaking too quickly. My famed phrased:

Brilliant at charming myself into trouble, but not so good at charming myself out of trouble!

Happy Birthday Ai Li Ng!

At Sekeping Terasek with Apple from Thailand and Su Ann Khoo! =)

Be good, be great, be awesome! <3

吃了“大仁”豆腐

哈哈哈。。 我现在真的有够得意。。。 吃到满过瘾说实在的！:D

It was actually a really yummy dish, as a matter of fact.

Esquire Kitchen for dinner with the girls earlier. The uncle said to me, "Girl, you need to go to the market more.." when I threw out the fact that ordering whatever vegetable doesn't make a difference because I don't know what they are anyway. LOL

Hmmm, it's gonna be good right?

It's gonna be a good 24th year ahead right? I hope so.. =)

Surprise 101

I have to say, I am getting better at detecting them. Which is sad news for the awesome friends, who again, without fail, for the n-th time, threw me yet another surprise for my birthday.

Mad love you all lah... Sorry for driving you all nuts every June with my endless harassment.. Promise, I will try to resist doing so next year. :P

I am actually mad tired now. But happy nonetheless.

Thank you kawans, you know who you are. I love youuuu!

Thank you Mommy and Daddy too. I love youuuu both! The thing is, if a person ever comments about me being high maintenance or too difficult to please, it really isn't me, it's them. They've set the bars so high, loved me in ways that no one else has come close to thus far that I can totally understand why people perceive it that way.

Anyways, my real birthday is not until the 5th of June, exactly 2 days away. Please take note. :D

I have never really shared the rationale behind why my birthday is such a big deal in my world. The reason why I celebrate my birthday so much is because it is the one day where I can argue/ justify that it is MY day.

The one day that I can (sort of kind of) demand that everyone listens to me, gives in to me, be nice to me. Love me more than usual, shower me with attention and tender loving care because you know, I am fragile particularly so on my birthday. Hahaha, not entirely true but you get my point.

So yes, to turning twenty four on Tues.. /clink glasses

生日礼物

我要一个李大仁。

我要的是那个李大仁。

并不是一个随便姓李，年龄超过三十的“大人”。

Ivy said, I don't need a _____ anymore, I need a DaRen.

Oh the meta! LOL

Hello June! I've been looking forward to you.. Welcome!