Saturday, May 30

Just in case, just in case lah!

Yes, I've been busy and pretty much distracted to blog and keep you updated with the countdown. But here I am to remind you all once again.

Just in case you totally decided to let it slip your mind completely.. (which by means make you a terrible friend, mind you!)

So... 6 more days till I turn 21!

Pretty us @ the Garden in One U!

I love going out with the mom. Cause we take nice pictures and also cause she pays for the bill. xD

Volleyball today @ sports carnival! Silver. Bangga!
Sailing tomorrow.

A foot massage now would be sheer bliss.

*still trying to figure why my legs are killing me when I hardly used them today*

Wednesday, May 27

Let's play True / False!

Usually, I really would not have bothered otherwise.

But because today, I lack the inspiration to come up with a
'unique' post due to insufficient hours of sleep last night and also because it was forwarded to me by Mike Wan, and he only forwarded it to the girls.

So guys (in particular), let's see how much of this is true..

Things girls don't realize....

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.


6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. Haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it .. it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

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Today is one special day..
Cause today we celebrate our very own Smurfy's 21st!


Have a blessed 21st yo, dearest Smurfy!

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Final T / F for the day..

Ai Li's so sweet and nice and I totally remember that her birthday is 9 days down the road! True or false?

Answer wisely ah!

Tuesday, May 26

Nothing much really.


Just a kind reminder,


10

... days to go! :)


And I am super happy today, I can't quite explain why.

Monday, May 25

Pokka!

.. because it is so deliciously yummy and satisfying on a hot hot day!

Yay! that it rained earlier tho, otherwise, the air-cond will be working its ass off again..

An illustration of a hot hot day.. with pretty pretty girls except,
they're not looking @ the camera with the exception of me.


Photo courtesy of Jessie

Anyway, of being random, and totally bored, and totally reluctant to get started with work, I have been spending way way wayyy too much time on FB; commenting on photos, stalking on new found friends, and commenting on their photos too -_- I need to stop.

As a result of bringing more people to sail, I now have tonnes of photos uploaded.. I am not complaining, I am actually enjoying the 'let's take a photo' spirit! Haha, must bring more people sailing..!!

There's this thing. I couldn't understand it in the past, still don't understand it now, and doubt I'll ever get around understanding it. But again, it's not affecting me all that much lah. Guess I'll just make do with not understanding it ever! Too lazy to try and understand stuff that's too mind boggling already.

A friend kinda sorta dedicated this to me.. And I loved it! Have a listen.



Sharing is caring, as always! 11 days to go!

Sunday, May 24

Bleh!





I sangat sangat tidak suka baca journals dan menulis repot!

-_-''





12 hari lagi ye kawan kawans tercinta! :)

Saturday, May 23

13 days to go ah people!

I figured, mid term is so not going to screw with my 21st birthday so I am continuing with the countdown..

You can take it both ways:
One, I am doing you a favor by reminding you how many days are left till exams, OR
2) be a nice and kind human and remember that it is my 21st in another 13 days!

Either way, I'd still love you people! Aww..

Sailing today. Tired! But sailing is somehow always fun not matter how tiring it gets. Hope everyone who came today had fun.

Haha, Cheryl Lee, hope your bathroom and bedroom has stopped moving by now!

13 days ah people, 13 days!

Friday, May 22

For the Boys!

Winning is not everything, janji we all had a good time!

I sure had lotsa fun washing eye!
Don't know about the rest of you people though. xD

I will not be uploading the photos on FB this time, for a couple of reasons:

1. Later people complain I put up ugly photos of them,
2. I am still trying to get used to the multiple setting function; sports photo particularly not easy to take, all blurr..

Who agrees that Ben needs to take Smiling 101?! *hands up*

Thursday, May 21

Aha! :)

I did say updates were gonna be frequent!

On the way home earlier, I was thinking to myself..

'' .. everyone has problems of their own; how come some of us are able to smile and be merry while some of us simply end up feeling miserable all the time?''

I figured it is just a matter of whether we make ourselves the victims of our own problems or, we tell ourselves that we simply have to overcome those problems and be masters of our own life!

Fulamak right?
Haha, I think so too.

But think about it, it really is that simple.

Assurance..

I can so definitely assure you that posting is going to be ultra frequent, once a day at the very least! And you know why is that?

.. cause I dah officially started stressing yesterday!

So much so I only managed to fall asleep @ 4 /5 in the morning. Can cry.

Hm. I've got a very general question to ask my readers:
How is it like to trust a person wholeheartedly?

My room is in a mess, ask Ivy or Mandy. How I wish there's room service at home too! This morning, I woke up, went to brush teeth and saw the note posted by my dad on my toilet mirror..

Made my day instantly! <3

Lunch with the girls in a bit.. Honey milk honey milk!!

I thank God for being dark, cause cannot see my eye bags! :)


Wednesday, May 20

Top 10 for today!

What's the opposite of daily?

1. Crap.. Ethics mid term now falls on the 5th! Crap.

2. While I have not been spending / shopping, for I don't know what reason, money has been flying out of my purse at a super fast rate without me realizing it! I'm so broke. Sigh.

3. I just signed my scholarship letter for the 4th consecutive year! Super happy & a tad bit proud of myself lah.

4. C+ for Counseling Skills.. Argh!

5.
I like my hair now! Super thankful I didn't cut it when it was at that annoying stage!

6. Class on Friday canceled! No need to wake up @ 7.40am in the morning! :)

7.
I am brown in color.. which in a way, is a good thing! Cause I like being tan, but.. let brown be brown and not any darker lah!

8. I.. must.. make.. sure.. I go for facials on a more regular basis! Cause it freaking hurts when the beautician pokes at your blackheads which are ''black, stubborn and too many for my own good'' to get them all out after 4 months of blatant ignorance.

9. It's week 2 already, 4 chapters covered in Ethics, 2 in Cross Cultural, what have I read, nothing! Thesis too, done nothing so far! One assignment due next week.

10. I hate to plan & to think & to weight consequences! Can't life just live.. itself? Phuket Race Week or not... US or not... To trust or not.. To have expectations or not.. Me, Hates.

Top 10 for today! And thank u for clicking on my ad! It's only @ a few cents now.. but I have faith. Haha! :)

Tuesday, May 19

It was..

.. supposed to be a happy day.

Maybe happiness just isn't what the world needs right now.
Or maybe, one person's happiness just isn't sufficient to go around.
Or maybe, it just isn't time to feel happy..

Either way. I'm exhausted..

Nevertheless, the good news is that I have just been awarded full scholarship for my third year @ HELP! And, I'm officially (I think) a sub for the B.Psych volleyball team!

Be happy? For me. Please!

Saturday, May 16

I'm Booked!

:)

Literally.

It all started in the car on our way to Malacca.. long story short..

Poison Ivy says:
-___-
Poison Ivy says:
are u hinting?
Poison Ivy says:
i dont care
Poison Ivy says:
ur coming wit us
ai. says:
LOL
ai. says:
i am not hinting

~

ai. says:
i am not sure what to expect this year.. and i really dun wanna ''ffk'' u ppl on that day
Poison Ivy says:
then ah
Poison Ivy says:
u can post on ur blog tat ur goin out at nite for ur birthday lo
Poison Ivy says:
like tat u can b sure no ppl give u suprise
Poison Ivy says:
hehe
ai. says:
ahhh! okay! i'll do that!

~

Poison Ivy says:
but only GIRLS
Poison Ivy says:
if u wan any HE to be there.. let me know.. i make exception

So that's what it is. Dinner on the 5th of June, aka my 21st is going to be spent at Palate Palette with whoever Ivy decides to invite.

There! I'm booked! :)

Thursday, May 14

Tagged!

DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

1. I like pink (the color) so much so I actually painted a wall in my room pink, all by myself! I realized I've got so many things in pink only after realizing that I like the color. My scissors, staple, mouse, bed sheets, towel, slipper, my external hard disk... Okay lah, some of them I bought after I realized I like the color, but you get my point lah.

2. I actually enjoy cooking. Except, no one really 'appreciates' my cooking. And also because I have yet to improve my cookery skills lah. The most decent dish I can prepare would be my garlic sausages :) Also, maggie mee!

3. Speaking of which, if I were to ever live alone, I really believe I can survive on can food, bread and butter / chocolate spread and 3 in 1's. They are by far the best creation ever, really!

4. I once was able to boast about being the only child my parents have, who had not been admitted to the hospital. That was until last year, when some bloody mosquito decided to give me Dengue. Man, the 'twice a day' blood tests, horrible terrible experience.

5. My most 'valuable' collection - The Earrings! Very hard for me to describe what it really is like, but the last I counted, I have at least 100 pairs of em'. And, they're so lovely. When you get the chance to come visit me, DEMAND that I show you this!

6. Piercings, the story. I have 4 pairs of piercings - 4 holes on each ear. The first pair was when I was barely 5, I believe, the mom decided it was time for her daughter to get her ears pierced, so that was the first. The second one, the mom called me a 'chicken, so I decided to prove her wrong. The third pair, I was in my upper secondary and the mom again challenged my courage. The fourth, this one was really just for the fun of it.

7. No one would believe this, because I cannot believe it myself. The last time I packed my closet, I counted a total of 31 dresses! Seriously.

8. I enjoy cleaning MY personal space. For example, when I am stressed or when I feel upset, cleaning my room is really very therapeutic. Very.

9. I hate running / jogging. It's amazing how I survived all the PT sessions back in PD.

10. I HATE dysfunctional technology! I cannot say "I hate technology" because I cannot imagine what life would be without my mobile or laptop but when either of them decide to fail me, whoah! I beh tahan, I get very very stressed.

11. I <3 ice cream! Vanilla over chocolate anytime BUT the best thing ever is.. Mc D's choco sundae! Heaven!! For that matter, I like anything sweet. Cakes, cookies, tarts... etc.

12. I have this problem, people say I have too many bags (truth is, I think so too), but really, more than once I've found myself looking for a bag to go with my attire but still fail miserably. So you tell me. :S

13. I like meeting new people, provided they are nice.

14. I LOVE massages!

15. I suck at Maths and I absolutely totally hate it. So much so that if I had to calculate something before I purchase it, I almost immediately lose interest in buying it. That's why I like shopping with people who have a knack for numbers. It's amazing how the ENTIRE family are so gifted in Maths, except myself.

16. I speak English (duh!), Malay and Mandarin! Yes, I can READ, WRITE and speak Mandarin. And I speak Malay with a very Malay-ish slang, of which I am actually also very proud of. :D

17. OH, I sail :) & I lurrrve my tan.

18. I did ballet and also attended gymnastic classes when I was (a lot) younger. But doing both at the same time wasn't really a brilliant choice lah, as I got both mixed up quite a bit. I also took some acting classes back in the younger days.

19. I enjoy grocery shopping. Maybe it is just the thrill of being able to spend and not feel guilty considering one usually buys groceries because one actually needs them.

20. I HATE work. Really. I know no one loves work lah, but I really hate it /them. If only I can get my degree without having to write a single report, how I wishhhh.

21. I'll be 21 this year! On the 5th of June. :P

22. My email address(s) are all somehow linked to sailing. One of them being my Opti sail number, another one having got to do with the Laser and another merely stating, aili sails.

23. I want to travel but, I dislike flights. Also, I prefer not to travel alone, life is always better when there's some company. But traveling alone ONCE in my entire life, is a MUST!

24. I've taken the plane, sailed, took the crazy-12-hour-long train ride, sat in a car and also taken a bus to Langkawi.

25. If there was one thing I could change about myself, I would wish... I were taller.

Looks familiar right? Yeap. Exact replica of my FB note.. Lazy wanna re-think of another random 16 items. It'll be pretty much the same anyways.

I tag.. no one, malas. Must be the weather...!! Grr...

Tuesday, May 12

24 days ah ppl.. 24!

So it is back to school today after the 2 awesome weeks of fun..

[ Ethics ]
[ Cross Cultural ]
&
[ Thesis I ]


I'm hoping it'll be another good semester. So far so good.
All the very best, everyone!

Updates have been short, but I assure you, life's been good..

Fraser's Hill! Not.. one... bit.. of regret..! Not one tiny weeney bit!!

Top of the Gulf + traveling alone for the first time.. Could not have been any better!
Thank you, YOU, (Su Ann)!

Malacca Road trip with the girl friends.. Was awesome!

Taste of sailing with Raleigh was pretty successful too.
Chiong-ing k for 6 hours straight, was bad for the throat but again, nothing short of funnnn!
Simple hanging out with the pals and catching up with life, equally great.

Although it is time to get serious with work, we'll have fun still yeah people?! :)

24 more days, then "plus 1".

Saturday, May 9

Miracle I

Today! I super good girl!
Really.

I did not exceed 90km/j the whole way to Port Klang! Not at all!

Seriously.

Thursday, May 7

Back and.. off again!






My 2 week holiday is turning out to be more fun & exciting than I had expected it to be!





Yay me! :)