Eight

Eight - IU [Acoustic version]

This is my most recent feel good, fluffy, happy song. That said, it's supposedly a sad song. 

But well. Whatever makes me happy. Mm. Yup.

You say I am strong when I think I am weak

When was the last time you looked out your window and just admired the sun setting in the horizon?

You Say - Lauren Daigle

With the work from home arrangement the past month, staring out my window in the evenings is becoming one of my most favourite activity to do.

Today, I was reminded reminded that it's okay to be anxious, it's okay to be unsure, and it's okay to doubt from time to time, because in the end, He is always faithful.

Try it. Pause and stare out the window once in awhile.

Way Maker

Before I even get to my main content for today, let me state that I just realised I had a half-written draft on my reflections for 2019 sitting in my outbox. It was dated 30 December 2019.

It's an incomplete piece of work, I have no idea why I didn't finish it, but in any case, it is not going to see the light of the day. Perhaps, I'll be more diligent and get around to writing, completing and posting a reflection piece on 2020. Maybe.

So, what brings me back here today after a long, long while? It only took a text.

My favourite uncle in the world dropped me a text to ask if I've stopped writing. So, that's why I am back.

Hm. There's a lot going on in the world today, and I have read so many opinions and comments that I am actively trying to refrain from saying anything because I feel like the world needs less comments and more introspection.

I am using this time to reflect on what is truly important to me, who really matters, and what my priorities are. I urge you to do the same.

For those of us who can afford to slow down, eat warm meals, listen to music, wake up and talk to family and friends via chats and technology, spare a moment also to remember that there are also others who don't have the same luxury.

So, let's not take anything for granted. Be grateful, and be kind.

I love this tune, and I hope it also encourages you who are reading this post today.

Way Maker - Passion 2020

Last but not least, today marks the 7th month of my (not-so-new) dating life! If you ever read this which I highly doubt, congratulations to us on making it this far, and I love you!

P/s: I am so sweet.

下雨了

How can I love the heartbreak, you're the one I love - AKMU

Way Back Home - SHAUN

Mood | Old Friends

Old Friends - Jasmine Thompson

People who matter don't mind

They don't need all of my time

Somebody told me to light up every room

Make them remember you

But nobody here knows what I'm going through

No, they never do

I miss my old friends

'Cause they know when I need them the most

I made some new friends and they're cool friends

But they don't know

What I do, what I got, who I am and who I'm not

I miss my old friends

I miss my old friends

I miss the good times we had

Now I don't know who's got my back

And somebody told me to light up every room (to light up)

Make them remember you (I don't remember you)

But nobody here knows what I'm going through

No, they never do

I miss my old friends

'Cause they know when I need them the most

I made some new friends and they're cool friends

But they don't know

What I do, what I got, who I am and who I'm not

I miss my old friends

I miss my old friends

I miss my old friends

Hey now, hey now

I know everybody changes

Hey now, hey now

I just want familiar faces

Oh, hey now, hey now

Growing up can be amazing

But it can even break your heart

I miss my old friends

When I need them the most

I miss my old friends

I miss my old friends

'Cause they know when I need them the most

I made some new friends and they're cool friends

But they don't know

What I do, what I got, who I am and who I'm not

I miss my old friends, I miss my

I miss my old friends (I miss my old friends, my old friends I miss)

What I do, what I got, who I am and who I'm not

I miss my old friends

I miss my old friends

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Johan Jens Erik Carlsson / Meghan Trainor / Ross Jacob Golan

Old Friends lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc, Downtown Music Publishing

A Letter To My 31 Year Old Self

I've been wanting to write this and dedicate it to myself on my 31st birthday, but kept putting it off because I was either in too good a mood, or too foul a mood, or too occupied or just plain lazy and never got to it in time.

So, 2 weeks late, in an ambivalent mood, still feeling lazy, but finally deciding to just do it.

Being in my thirties is not much different from being in my twenties. With the exception that my metabolic rate has definitely slowed down, responsibilities have grown, financial commitments have increased.

Do I know how to get by life any better than 10 years ago - I doubt. Have I made more friends? Well, yes, but I've lost some too over the years for various reasons and learning to let go is one thing that has improved with age.

Am I getting better at being a better person? Well, I try. It's a daily effort and very trying and tiring. Some days I feel like a winner when I tuck myself into bed. Some days, I feel the opposite and that's why I finally settled on writing this now so that when I read this many years later, or a day later, hopefully I remember this feeling and have leveled up by then.

I've been having some relatively stressful days in the office, and that takes a toll on my mental well being. Evidently I'm still not very good at regulating emotions and keeping work separate from personal life. But honestly, who is able to draw a neat line between the two?

People are selfish. People are entitled. People can be mean and unkind. That's reality. But perhaps, we feel that way about others because we too fail to see where they are coming from.

Of course, some people are a lost cause. This category of humans can be struck off and really don't let them bother you because they're not worth it.

Some people may actually have a good reason behind their behaviour or actions. It's for us to choose whether or not we want to step into their shoes and see their point of view.

Some times, explaining yourself may be the best way. And if that solves nothing too, life goes on and well, better next time.

You see girl, life happens. It's been going on for 31 years for you and it likely will go on for awhile more. Like it or not, everything is a choice. So don't bitch about life, don't lament others, and don't be bitter.

Life is better when happy anyway.. May your 31st year be joy filled, adventured filled, and overflowing with kindness.

Happy belated birthday dear self! #love

It's You

Henry - It's You Live Version

I was already a huge fan of this song, but this gives me the goosebumps.