I Am Quite The Emo Kid Too Sometimes

Angsty and antsy means two different things. I learnt today.

I cried a whole bunch in the movies earlier. Watched The Impossible and I can't quite pin my feelings at this point in time. Except that I am really tired from the show and all the crying and that I am once again, really thankful for what I have and that I haven't and hopefully will never have to go through such pain.

Because you're not there for me to speak to, then again, that's probably for the better. I was THIS close, THIS close. Who knows what might come out of my mouth when my filters are completely off duty.

I pretty much had a internal monologue the entire of today about what I should, could and would do. At some point, I told myself, just hit the refresh button lah. Just refresh already. And then trust something else to pop up and throw me for a new spin. The debate is endless. -__-

Stop messing with my poor head already please pretty please. I'm antsy. And I am worried I might take it out on myself tomorrow. So I'll probably go for a run in the morning. Which means, bed time should be soon.

For the most of it. My problem is that I always think I am good enough. I hardly think I am ever too good, but I've brainwashed myself to believe that I am good enough. And then again, of course, trust new things, events or people to pop up to make me realize that, just who have I been fooling all along?!

Eeeee. Emo nemo. That's why Nemo needs Dory. #hahanotfunny

Lullaby - Shawn Mullins

Everything's gonna be alright, everything's gonna be all right.

And A Round Of Applause Goes To

People, are such weird beings. They don't say what they really feel. They always prefer what they don't have. They laugh when things are funny and they cry when they're hurt. But they also cry when things are funny and they also laugh when they're hurting. What!

Wheee! My hair is really long now! My definition of very long may be a little skewed but in my world, what I think is ultimate. Them chubby cheeks. Rar.

Been spending a little too much me thinks, need to get the finances in check. Bye bye 30% off Irish Nut Cream latte from Gloria Jeans tomorrow. =(

For the better anyway, save on the calories.

Today, I am simply thankful for the way things turned out. Not too dramatic, not too cheesy, not too dry, not too stressful, not too mellow. Just nice. Like, just the correct amount of sugar, spice and everything nice. /high5

Sometimes. I wish for just a little magic. If I could be Tinker Bell, I'd go around sprinkling pixie dust everywhere I go, for the people who deserve it.

Ding ding ding!

I'll remember to save some for myself too.

I Am A Flower Quickly Fading

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

I have a confession. 3/4 of today's sermon on the Mosaic Covenant I was struggling to focus, I barely understood the message.

My tummy feels a little wonky. My head is spinning since I got up from my quick nap in the afternoon. My fresh milk tastes funny too. I didn't check the weighing machine today. My butt is aching from yesterday's jog. How strange.

Everytime you appear on my page, my heart skips a beat. I am so easily pleased. I don't understand it when people say I am difficult, or picky, or high maintenance. Where did they get that from.

Have I mentioned how cute my doggie is? He's the best!

Today, I am thankful for all the simple pleasures in life. Sometimes, you don't have to look too far or search high and low for meaning. Just embrace what is and smile and be happy about it.

I wanna dance in the rain.. =)

I Had A Very Green Dinner

Leafy greens and a Green Tea Latte. Hee!

I really don't like what the scale tells me every morning. Why can't it just lie. -__- Think I am gonna stock up on more leafs and sausages (because they're easy to prepare). And Kewpie Roasted Sesame sauce. Because I am awesome that way.

Today was a good day spent with mommy shopping and bonding, mostly shopping in OneU. I have to say, I much prefer browsing for items online than squeezing with people in the malls. Save for the fact that in malls, you can actually try on the clothing and know they fit for sure.

I am a new proud owner of the Madison edition Starbucks tumbler. I looooove it! It's too pretty, thank you you girls! /heart

I'll be thankful for my new tumbler and a good outing today. =)

Today also, I said a mega long prayer. Truth is, there's only so much that I know, the rest I don't. And for what it's worth, if it is meant to be, then it will be. Otherwise.

Talking To The Moon - Bruno Mars

Have an itch to travel places.

You! Take me along!

Neither Here Nor There

That's the state of being.

Today, I laughed so hard that I cried, at a joke that I unintentionally made at my own expense. But I am thankful for that. That I am able to laugh at my own stupidity. And more so that the laughter was shared.

I don't have an answer, so don't ask.

Mid Valley 3 times in a row this week. Money fly but you see, money is one thing, you earn and you spend, of course your don't spend excessively, learn to strike a balance. Spending time with people who matter though is what that counts.

I slowly am learning to understand what it means by comfortable silence.

The reason why I love the people I work with is because they bring out the best in me. For the most of it. They believe in me when I don't believe in myself. And they accept me for who I am and what I am, complete with all the flaws that they somehow always manage to regard as cuteness level up.

I am scared, of what the future holds.

Can I let my guard down just today? It's because I am tired and my defenses are low.

Why Am I Thinking So Much When That Is Your Habit!

I've been told to never ever again date a sailor, by my own sailing seniors. Speaks a lot hey?

But what about a non-sailor who'd sing you a sing about sailors just because.

What about that?

I've considered the option that I am just building castles in the clouds. Maybe after all, I am only constructing my own fantasy out of thin air - a princess living in this grand castle, with rainbows and unicorns, protected by a layer of bubble. Hmm.

Ran today, for 10 minutes in the morning. Should definitely keep this up.

Not much good news in the office today. That's to say the least. I don't know if it's got to do with the fact that we studied Psychology that we are able to tell that it's bad news even before it takes place. You can be smiling, but we know better.

I actually do feel a wee bit bad that all the bad stuff happening isn't my biggest concern or worry.

Secret Valentine - We The Kings

Valentines Day in Ozzyland this year maybe. With the parents.

Today, I am thankful for that Chicken Katsudon. So much win.

Powerveggies & Fruits

Yummm!

I'll go for a run tomorrow. My body needs it. My mind too.

Uni Live successfully ended today. Without much of a glitch. Feedback was pretty positive too, not that there were many. It's highly unlikely that those I wanna thank will actually be reading this, but today, I am thankful for each and everyone of them, not so much for volunteering to help, but more for making it happen and for being wonderful individuals.

Unfortunately, I think I am falling... sick. =(