Worlds Apart

That's how big the difference is. Trying to work on my performance review but am taking a break from it since I could do with a positivity top up before continuing.

She talks like a young little lady with her American accent, which I totally layan because it's just too cute. She's still tiny but taller now. Sparkly eyes and totally plays the part of an Energizer bunny - my uncle said, that's what people mean when they say, "Your youth is your power."  

So I am old(er) lah, cause there was no way of keeping up with this little cute thing...

She talks non-stop now. And she's not scared of strangers anymore. She goes on babbling and babbling about almost everything. She calls my soft toys 'bed toys' and when she saw my earring collection, she said, "Do you wear all that on your ear?!"

Majority of her things are pink too. Adorable maximus.

There was a moment earlier when I was trying to get work done and she was playing some games on her Daddy's iPad on my bed and when she noticed I was trying to work, she said, "I will go play elsewhere now..."

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She's only 4 by the way.

Made me do a double take and wonder where on Earth that came from. Seemed impossible that that tiny body and that young mind could produce that level of maturity. It's true eh, we can learn a lot from kids.

So that's my not-so-much-of-a-baby anymore baby cousin sister, Amanda! =)

This Was Playing On The Radio Awhile Ago

Alesso & Dirty South - City of Dreams

One comment on another youtube link read, "Perfect song for after a break up".
I like anyway, it's catchy!

Counting The Days

It's almost the end of 2012 already, have you noticed?

So much so I keep referring to events that happened this year as "last year".. until I notice, no, it's still this year! In all honesty, I've been feeling a little sentimental and a little apprehensive about what the future holds.

This time last year...

Today, was well spent with Mandy as we shopped, and talked, and walked, and shopped. I've missed days like this. Whee! =)

Need. To. Start. Wearing. All. The. Heels. I. Buy.

On a side note.

I am not the brightest bulb, but some things I get quickly. Like, for instance, if my presence is not welcomed. I don't like being imposing. But I also understand how it's difficult to tell someone "Hey, you're not particularly welcomed so back off already." No decent human being would ever bring themselves to say that.

So it's okay, it's a good thing I read things like this fast enough.

So speaking of heels, I bought a new floral pair today from Payless. I am hoping to pair it with whatever ensemble I am gonna be wearing for tomorrow.

And speaking of tomorrow, baby cousin is arrivinnnnnng! And so is Apple, arriving on Monday with some Bombay Sapphire perhaps.

So quickly, it's Sunday again. The 7-day holiday week flew by quite literally. I am not particularly anticipating work on Monday but I suppose being occupied with work sometimes works well. It prevents the mind from wandering to areas where no answers can be found.

Shall attempt to do some vintage floral nail art later!

Often Enough In Life

I question my motivations in the things I do. Whether before or after, that's beside the point. But why? is the question I always catch myself asking myself.

And sometimes, asking why paralyses me. I stop and I don't try. And sometimes, asking why makes me feel stupid for even trying in the first place. So, which is better? To prevent, or to cure? You tell me.

Then again, people say, you should never regret things in life for they all happen for a reason. If it didn't quite turn out the way we expected it to, well, at least you learn from it. If it turned out better than you had expected it to, then yay!

So right, hmmm. Yup, I am confused myself.

Maybe if you knew what you wanted in life, then it wouldn't be an issue? I suppose.

Baby cousin coming to town this weekend. She must be pretty big now, can't wait to see her. Wonder where will they be put up though.

Was at the yacht club earlier. Didn't seem like a massive turn up. Thirty plus boats it seems, but it sure didn't seem like thirty at all. More like ten. But numbers don't lie do they?

The good thing about my new lappie is that I can lug it around and not strain a single muscle. =) Treated myself to some sashimi for lunch and now it's time to catch up on the to do list and maybe perhaps some reading too.

1,2,3,4 - Lee Hi real name Lee Ha Yi (from Wikipedia)

My fascination for Kpop has to be partially due to the fact that I don't understand the language and therefore it doesn't bother me to not understand the lyrics and just enjoy the music.

Why oh why's... Things to ponder upon.

A Bit Too Chao Da-ed

In my world, there's plenty of contrary to popular belief. Last night in Krabi. With lots of love.

No Matter

The who how why what when. Confuses my brain and it hurts. On the bright side, Krabi! ;)

November Eleventh

I think I'll be remembering you. For good reasons.

Lyrics

There's so much more to learn, so much more to understand, so much to grasp.. But, well. There shouldn't be a but, and there isn't a but. Just felt like saying but - as if to give space for an argument though there really isn't any because the statement was a fact.

I am afraid of growing up. Too many things I feel I have to learn and overcome.

Nonetheless, I thank God for every single person in my life. For the bad ones too, because if it weren't for them, there'll be lesson that I would not have learnt. And for all the strangers who turned friends, close friends, best friends, people whom I trust with my entire life, I thank God for them.

Because of you guys, growing up seems less daunting. /heart

Krabi tomorrow; fair weather please pretty please, time to work on that tan! =)