Allergic Reaction

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Pretty apt actually! Time to step out of the past (the real one), let it go and live life, live my life. =)

P/s: Only one person in this whole wide world knows exactly what I am talking about, and it is likely not you, so do yourself a favor, and don't overthink it.

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It's a small small world... We all conveniently ended up in the same neighborhood, 5 minutes away from one another. Hmmmm.

"Do you sail for Sabah??"

Ego boost. A bit of back story, Sabah was famed for all pretty female sailors once upon a time. Could still be the case, just that I wouldn't know.

Omg I die laughing inside, complete with cartwheels and flips.

Okay. Youtube frenzy!

罗志祥 - “不具名的悲伤”。Hmmm, the non-concrete sadness, the unknown sadness, whichever lah. Couldn't embed the orginal MV, here it is anyway!



4Minute - Volume up. I didn't like this initially. Thought it was irritating. But it grew on me!



TaeTiSeo - Baby Steps, this I liked all along...



This is an 18 minutes cut from Sketchbook of the girls singing solo in English, I was impressed. It's not subbed though.

Have a good weekend, I only hope that I'll have time to breathe some...

二十四章；第二页

Ate too much today. Both lunch and dinner. Major indigestion now. >(

I am embracing my Chinese roots today.. Brace yourselves!

换个角度来看， 原来我也满帅气，满潇洒的， 还挺特别嘛！这不是自爱哦，也不是自夸。只是如果自己也看不出自己的好，那别人就更加看不到咯！对吧？

Moments - 这种念头，应该也玩够了, 该彻底的想想设么是为自己是最好的。但是究竟都是 trial and error，没有一定的对，也没有一定的错，反正从中学习最重要。

被利用，也是一种美。

被称赞，也是好事。

被谢谢，是多么开心的。

被爱，是由自己选。

被珍惜，当然是因为我值得！

看戏看多了。因为所以虽然但是。写华语真的不简单，不写啦。。今天就到此为此。

大家晚安！

Chapter 24; Page 1

I really don't get it sometimes. People say, the older you grow, the more things will make sense to you.

Dear young people, please don't believe the older folks, it is so not true.

I feel like the more I grow, the more the world doesn't make sense. The more why's go unanswered, the more how come's pop up and tonnes of all the other mysteries in life.

Or could it just be that I wasn't very inquisitive a baby and that is why I am only evolving now?!

-__-"

I don't understand why / how people lie through their teeth. I don't understand why people can't just be honest. Okay, I take that statement back, I know why people can't always be honest.. but, anyway.

Maybe I should just take Apple's advice and just enjoy this period, it's my "prime" so to speak. Even Heng says I should chill. Even Wes says I should stop being silly.

Maybe I should start listening to people.

But one thing for sure, I really need to pause, and then think carefully before I speak from now on. God knows how many times have I gotten myself into trouble for speaking too quickly. My famed phrased:

Brilliant at charming myself into trouble, but not so good at charming myself out of trouble!

Happy Birthday Ai Li Ng!

At Sekeping Terasek with Apple from Thailand and Su Ann Khoo! =)

Be good, be great, be awesome! <3

吃了“大仁”豆腐

哈哈哈。。 我现在真的有够得意。。。 吃到满过瘾说实在的！:D

It was actually a really yummy dish, as a matter of fact.

Esquire Kitchen for dinner with the girls earlier. The uncle said to me, "Girl, you need to go to the market more.." when I threw out the fact that ordering whatever vegetable doesn't make a difference because I don't know what they are anyway. LOL

Hmmm, it's gonna be good right?

It's gonna be a good 24th year ahead right? I hope so.. =)

Surprise 101

I have to say, I am getting better at detecting them. Which is sad news for the awesome friends, who again, without fail, for the n-th time, threw me yet another surprise for my birthday.

Mad love you all lah... Sorry for driving you all nuts every June with my endless harassment.. Promise, I will try to resist doing so next year. :P

I am actually mad tired now. But happy nonetheless.

Thank you kawans, you know who you are. I love youuuu!

Thank you Mommy and Daddy too. I love youuuu both! The thing is, if a person ever comments about me being high maintenance or too difficult to please, it really isn't me, it's them. They've set the bars so high, loved me in ways that no one else has come close to thus far that I can totally understand why people perceive it that way.

Anyways, my real birthday is not until the 5th of June, exactly 2 days away. Please take note. :D

I have never really shared the rationale behind why my birthday is such a big deal in my world. The reason why I celebrate my birthday so much is because it is the one day where I can argue/ justify that it is MY day.

The one day that I can (sort of kind of) demand that everyone listens to me, gives in to me, be nice to me. Love me more than usual, shower me with attention and tender loving care because you know, I am fragile particularly so on my birthday. Hahaha, not entirely true but you get my point.

So yes, to turning twenty four on Tues.. /clink glasses

生日礼物

我要一个李大仁。

我要的是那个李大仁。

并不是一个随便姓李，年龄超过三十的“大人”。

Ivy said, I don't need a _____ anymore, I need a DaRen.

Oh the meta! LOL

Hello June! I've been looking forward to you.. Welcome!