Miracles in December - EXO
Tuesday, December 31
It's The Last of Twenty Thirteen
And to be completely honest. If it were to end right now, I can say it isn't ending on a good note. Thank goodness we've still got just slightly less than 24 hours to turn the tide around hey!
For startes, a review of my resolutions.
1) I'd like to entertain the idea of traveling to two different countries, Singapore and Thailand don't count.
This is likely the year I've travelled to the most number of different countries in a given year - Singapore, Sydney, Thailand, Hong Kong, Korea, Bali, Thailand. Not too shabby!
2) Some people say, the more you wish for it, the more it won't happen. Some others say, if you don't try, you'll obviously never get it. I'm fifty-fifty. I reckon I'll be fine just as I am, but if someone special stumbles along, that'd be nice too.
So. No one special turned up on my doorstep after all. Ohwell, life goes on, maybe more luck in 2014. Ha!
3) I am still at a stage where I don't quite know what, where, or how my future will be. So I most certainly would like it if I am able to learn more about myself and my aspirations in twenty thirteen.
I'm still pretty much where I left of last. But a few significant changes would be that I've (somewhat) changed roles at the workplace and I'm rather enjoying the new responsibilities and work scope, and not to forget, I've also gained more confidence in skippering my own crew.
4) In twenty twelve, I said, "Dieting will always be for tomorrow", so it was not on my list. But this coming year, I am inclined to lose some weight and getting to say, 48kg's. According to the Asian BMI, me being at 48kg's would put me on the lower end of the healthy weight range, which is perfect!
Hahaha! Okay, meh. This was definitely not achieved unless a miracle happens later today - by which for instance if gravity suddenly decides to play hooky.
5) Join a class / master a new skill. It could be dancing classes, cooking classes, baking classes, sushi making classes, climbing classes, language classes, latte art classes, diving, Pilates maybe, or even kickboxing. Whichever tickles my fancy. And if I can get a buddy to do it with me, that'd be added motivation to try it.
I didn't quite learn a new skill either. But I cooked some, danced some, climbed some, baked some. Watched more Korean drama therefore picked up a few more Korean words, if that counts.
6) This next resolution is one that I had to think hard and long before writing it down, because it takes on a more serious tone, at least to me it does. And writing it down and making it public would mean that I will have to see to it. #accountability101
I've always felt "insecure" and inferior when it comes to matters about religion, and it is most likely because I feel inadequate when it came to this. Also, overly warm people scare me to death. Twenty thirteen will be a year in which Ishall not be afraid of overly warm people shall brave it all and do what I need to do.
So dear friends, those of you who are of the same faith as I, please pray for me. Check on me too from time to time because you know, I can be a lazy bum sometimes.
Yay, I got baptized so now it's my turn to encourage all of you who were in the same situation as I was, or who have yet to come to believe. It was much easier than I had expected it to be. There wasn't any complicated rules or requirements, just a willing heart. If you've missed my testimony, or would like to read it again, click here!
7) Run.... (I am already regretting this) a marathon? But I guess this would help with item (4). It's a good thing that I did not specify how long the marathon must be. In the namesake of staying healthy though, let's see to this lah. Run a marathon.
I did a 7km in May and a 10km in Oct. Both of which were painful experiences, the latter more so.
8) For each of the 365 days in 2013, I am to write down (at least) one blessing per day. There can be more than one, the idea is just so that in the case where some days seem so dark that nothing good happened or could happen, in my best efforts, or that of others, there will be something, no matter how tiny, to be grateful for.
I obviously didn't stick to this either. But every night before I sleep, at the back of my head, thinking about what I have to be thankful for and to be grateful for, has definitely helped me to get through tougher and gloomier days, much like today / yesterday.
9) To be a better person. I know this is an odd resolution too, considering how there's no way to determine whether it has been achieved by the end of 2013. But it's here to act as a reminder that no matter what circumstance, I shall attempt my very best to do what's right, or at least my perceived right (there's no way this is going to sound correct), but you get what I mean don't you?!
I'm not an evil person, but I'm no angel either - I'm pretty sure I've said this before. And it still stays. In much of what I have done in 2013, I have tried to be more patient, to be more understanding, more accepting, more kind. I may not have been able to keep to it 24/7 all 365 days. There were times where I lost it and let the worse get the better of me. But all in all, I believe I've been a good kid.
10) We're down to the last resolution already so quick! So I'll stick to the cliche - Live everyday to the fullest, love like there's no tomorrow, be a blessing to others.
I tried, and will keep on trying till the end comes.
For startes, a review of my resolutions.
1) I'd like to entertain the idea of traveling to two different countries, Singapore and Thailand don't count.
This is likely the year I've travelled to the most number of different countries in a given year - Singapore, Sydney, Thailand, Hong Kong, Korea, Bali, Thailand. Not too shabby!
2) Some people say, the more you wish for it, the more it won't happen. Some others say, if you don't try, you'll obviously never get it. I'm fifty-fifty. I reckon I'll be fine just as I am, but if someone special stumbles along, that'd be nice too.
So. No one special turned up on my doorstep after all. Ohwell, life goes on, maybe more luck in 2014. Ha!
3) I am still at a stage where I don't quite know what, where, or how my future will be. So I most certainly would like it if I am able to learn more about myself and my aspirations in twenty thirteen.
I'm still pretty much where I left of last. But a few significant changes would be that I've (somewhat) changed roles at the workplace and I'm rather enjoying the new responsibilities and work scope, and not to forget, I've also gained more confidence in skippering my own crew.
4) In twenty twelve, I said, "Dieting will always be for tomorrow", so it was not on my list. But this coming year, I am inclined to lose some weight and getting to say, 48kg's. According to the Asian BMI, me being at 48kg's would put me on the lower end of the healthy weight range, which is perfect!
Hahaha! Okay, meh. This was definitely not achieved unless a miracle happens later today - by which for instance if gravity suddenly decides to play hooky.
5) Join a class / master a new skill. It could be dancing classes, cooking classes, baking classes, sushi making classes, climbing classes, language classes, latte art classes, diving, Pilates maybe, or even kickboxing. Whichever tickles my fancy. And if I can get a buddy to do it with me, that'd be added motivation to try it.
I didn't quite learn a new skill either. But I cooked some, danced some, climbed some, baked some. Watched more Korean drama therefore picked up a few more Korean words, if that counts.
6) This next resolution is one that I had to think hard and long before writing it down, because it takes on a more serious tone, at least to me it does. And writing it down and making it public would mean that I will have to see to it. #accountability101
I've always felt "insecure" and inferior when it comes to matters about religion, and it is most likely because I feel inadequate when it came to this. Also, overly warm people scare me to death. Twenty thirteen will be a year in which I
So dear friends, those of you who are of the same faith as I, please pray for me. Check on me too from time to time because you know, I can be a lazy bum sometimes.
Yay, I got baptized so now it's my turn to encourage all of you who were in the same situation as I was, or who have yet to come to believe. It was much easier than I had expected it to be. There wasn't any complicated rules or requirements, just a willing heart. If you've missed my testimony, or would like to read it again, click here!
7) Run.... (I am already regretting this) a marathon? But I guess this would help with item (4). It's a good thing that I did not specify how long the marathon must be. In the namesake of staying healthy though, let's see to this lah. Run a marathon.
I did a 7km in May and a 10km in Oct. Both of which were painful experiences, the latter more so.
8) For each of the 365 days in 2013, I am to write down (at least) one blessing per day. There can be more than one, the idea is just so that in the case where some days seem so dark that nothing good happened or could happen, in my best efforts, or that of others, there will be something, no matter how tiny, to be grateful for.
I obviously didn't stick to this either. But every night before I sleep, at the back of my head, thinking about what I have to be thankful for and to be grateful for, has definitely helped me to get through tougher and gloomier days, much like today / yesterday.
9) To be a better person. I know this is an odd resolution too, considering how there's no way to determine whether it has been achieved by the end of 2013. But it's here to act as a reminder that no matter what circumstance, I shall attempt my very best to do what's right, or at least my perceived right (there's no way this is going to sound correct), but you get what I mean don't you?!
I'm not an evil person, but I'm no angel either - I'm pretty sure I've said this before. And it still stays. In much of what I have done in 2013, I have tried to be more patient, to be more understanding, more accepting, more kind. I may not have been able to keep to it 24/7 all 365 days. There were times where I lost it and let the worse get the better of me. But all in all, I believe I've been a good kid.
10) We're down to the last resolution already so quick! So I'll stick to the cliche - Live everyday to the fullest, love like there's no tomorrow, be a blessing to others.
I tried, and will keep on trying till the end comes.
Sunday, December 29
At A Loss For Words
This song came to mind.
The song doesn't depict what I feel today. But for some strange reason, I felt like listening to it.
Dear friend,
I have not known you for very long, and I wished I had tried that much harder, paid that much more attention, spent that much more effort. Nonetheless, in the very short while that we've interacted, we became fast friends, I liked you and thought of you as a really good person. I am saddened by your departure, and I am going to miss your presence. I pray that you will continue to share your good nature and cheer with all those you meet in heaven.
You will be missed.
Love,
Ai Li
Silent All These Years - Sun Yanzi
The song doesn't depict what I feel today. But for some strange reason, I felt like listening to it.
Dear friend,
I have not known you for very long, and I wished I had tried that much harder, paid that much more attention, spent that much more effort. Nonetheless, in the very short while that we've interacted, we became fast friends, I liked you and thought of you as a really good person. I am saddened by your departure, and I am going to miss your presence. I pray that you will continue to share your good nature and cheer with all those you meet in heaven.
You will be missed.
Love,
Ai Li
Friday, December 27
心愛的
I've heard this on the radio numerous times, but was never able to catch the song title, and don't ask me why I never Shazam-ed it because I don't know why either.
I was so glad to have finally stumbled onto it on youtube! =)
I was so glad to have finally stumbled onto it on youtube! =)
卓文萱 & 黃鴻升
Belly be fatty - my jeans have never been tighter. All the awesome nommies is taking a toll on my waistline and needless to say, my sedentary lifestyle as of the past two months have not been particularly helpful either.
I am seriously considering spending a good 1.3k on Pilates now. I wonder if 10 sessions will whip me into shape. Because that's a lot of money.
Maybe I'll start with a run tomorrow. Followed by shopping for a present. Followed by showing face at the main campus for a bit. Followed by (helping a good friend prepare) cooking a meal for the annual CF party. And that's more food right there.
My room is el-stinko (I mean, smelly), but I can't seem to trace the source of it. I certainly hope it's from outside my room and not that Scottie had made a mess somewhere hidden out of my direct sight. Fun fact: Elstinko is apparently a Korean clothing brand! Hahaha.
All in all, this was a great Friday! /love
Thursday, December 26
The Like Phenomena
I was referring to the like function on Facebook.
I'll be honest and come clean about being a 'like collector'. The more likes I get on a certain post, the nicer / happier I feel.
But I'm not that insecure, neither is my esteem so fragile that I totally depend on likes to live on. It's just an additional form of healthy addiction (oxymoron!), if I must say. =)
And now that my like radar has been ping-ing, I'm one happy girl. Teehee!
I'll be honest and come clean about being a 'like collector'. The more likes I get on a certain post, the nicer / happier I feel.
But I'm not that insecure, neither is my esteem so fragile that I totally depend on likes to live on. It's just an additional form of healthy addiction (oxymoron!), if I must say. =)
And now that my like radar has been ping-ing, I'm one happy girl. Teehee!
Wednesday, December 25
It's Christmas Eve
And in 2 minutes, it'll be Christmas - there's more to presents and simply wishing people Blessed Christmas on this special day, but that's not to say that it's wrong either.
Blessed Christmas everyone!
Blessed Christmas everyone!
Monday, December 23
What's What
Literally.
Time flew by at work today, before I knew it, it was time to go home. And if it wasn't for the downpour, I'd might have been more compelled to drive into town for dinner with some visiting friends, but I'm just a lazy bum and the rain was a convenient excuse.
Youtube isn't streaming well this night, that's making me kinda sad.
I should also get organized before it's too late. Constantly saying "There's always tomorrow" will eventually bite me in the butt.
It's Christmas, a time of giving, also a time of reflection. A time to celebrate, a time to be grateful.
Then again, it's always time for those things - giving, reflecting, celebrating and being grateful. Same goes to loving too.
Sending my love to all you peeps reading today! /heart
Time flew by at work today, before I knew it, it was time to go home. And if it wasn't for the downpour, I'd might have been more compelled to drive into town for dinner with some visiting friends, but I'm just a lazy bum and the rain was a convenient excuse.
Youtube isn't streaming well this night, that's making me kinda sad.
I should also get organized before it's too late. Constantly saying "There's always tomorrow" will eventually bite me in the butt.
It's Christmas, a time of giving, also a time of reflection. A time to celebrate, a time to be grateful.
Then again, it's always time for those things - giving, reflecting, celebrating and being grateful. Same goes to loving too.
Sending my love to all you peeps reading today! /heart
Sunday, December 22
Saturday, December 21
Tuesday, December 17
The Good Kinda Emo
What Now - Rihanna
Sure didn't sound like her. Nonetheless, I am pleasantly surprised. Really enjoying it, though it's kinda ironic since it's a pretty emo song.
The good kinda emo perhaps?
Monday, December 16
The Spark
The Spark - Afrojack ft Spree Wilson
I see nekkid butt. O.o
I don't know why Hollywood deem nakedness necessary.
That said, love the song!
Sunday, December 15
Feeling Misunderstood
It's usually the people you care about who ends up saying the most hurtful things.
It's true on two counts:
1. If it were a stranger commenting on how you've put on weight (for instance), chances are, you'd be upset but the comment won't sting very much.
2. If it's someone you cared about, anything that they say will undoubtedly have a greater effect, whether positive or negative.
When you truly care about someone, you'd expect the person to be honest with you (that's a given). But when they don't even bother trying to understand you, and accuse you along with what others say, you'd wonder why you even bothered in the first place.
Am I right? Or am I right?
It's true on two counts:
1. If it were a stranger commenting on how you've put on weight (for instance), chances are, you'd be upset but the comment won't sting very much.
2. If it's someone you cared about, anything that they say will undoubtedly have a greater effect, whether positive or negative.
When you truly care about someone, you'd expect the person to be honest with you (that's a given). But when they don't even bother trying to understand you, and accuse you along with what others say, you'd wonder why you even bothered in the first place.
Am I right? Or am I right?
Who Ate My Meds?
Hahahaha!
Last night after I ate my dinner, I took out my antibiotics and realized 3 pills had been eaten. Because the instructions were swallow 2 pills 2 times a day, so very quickly my mind did a calculation.Why is it an odd number? Impossible!
"Who ate my medication?" I exclaimed.
Only to realize seconds later that I was the dumdum who took only one pill in the morning instead of two.
LOL
Last night after I ate my dinner, I took out my antibiotics and realized 3 pills had been eaten. Because the instructions were swallow 2 pills 2 times a day, so very quickly my mind did a calculation.Why is it an odd number? Impossible!
"Who ate my medication?" I exclaimed.
Only to realize seconds later that I was the dumdum who took only one pill in the morning instead of two.
LOL
Monday, December 9
I Don't Know About You
But I am in need of some good sleep. ZZzzZZzzz!
Before I call it a night though.. This. Is. The. Best!
The cold never bothered me anyway! :D
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The cold does bother me. I much prefer being warm. Haha!
Before I call it a night though.. This. Is. The. Best!
Let It Go - Idina Menzel
The cold never bothered me anyway! :D
.
.
.
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The cold does bother me. I much prefer being warm. Haha!
Saturday, December 7
A Little Shopping Might Help
I like this song, though I could do without the Twilight reference in the video.
Today will be alright, it will. Right?
A Thousand Years - Christina Perri
Today will be alright, it will. Right?
Wednesday, December 4
Christmas Present Idea Edition One
You are an energetic and easily excitable person. You are brimming with enthusiasm.
You approach the world with curiosity and optimism. You look for opportunities and pounce on them.
You are naturally chatty, and most people find you to be quite entertaining. You are full of inspiration.
You like to give everything you do your all, whether you're working hard or really enjoying your off time.
P/s: Not that I really need more lotions.
Impulse
Itching to b*tch. Not that I should, but some things and certain people bother me. A lot. Then again, I've got so much to be thankful for, so why bother crossing over to the 'dark side' eh?!
Today is considered a good day. And if I had to pick something to complain about openly, it'll be how my weighing scale is telling me numbers that I am not particularly happy to see.
Today is considered a good day. And if I had to pick something to complain about openly, it'll be how my weighing scale is telling me numbers that I am not particularly happy to see.
Fast Car - Boyce Avenue
Tomorrow feels like a dress day! =)
Tuesday, December 3
Seven Is An Odd Number
1. It's mommy's birthday today. Happy birthday Mommy, stay pretty, always! xx
2. Addictive! If you haven't already known, I'm very much a Kpop person. :D
3. It's December already! Would you believe it? It's gonna be Christmas soon, and then a brand new year, and then I'm going to be older than a quarter of a century. Hm. Quarter life crisis.
4. I'm sorry I pretended not to see you.
5. "Miracles are miracles because they're not common".
6. Someone once told me that if you dreamt about being together with someone in your dreams (duh!), then you're fated to not be together in reality.
I wonder how much truth is there in it.
7. Have you told someone you love "I love you" today? Have you said "I miss you" to someone you are missing today?
What are you waiting for? =)
2. Addictive! If you haven't already known, I'm very much a Kpop person. :D
Ringa Linga - Tae Yang
3. It's December already! Would you believe it? It's gonna be Christmas soon, and then a brand new year, and then I'm going to be older than a quarter of a century. Hm. Quarter life crisis.
4. I'm sorry I pretended not to see you.
5. "Miracles are miracles because they're not common".
6. Someone once told me that if you dreamt about being together with someone in your dreams (duh!), then you're fated to not be together in reality.
I wonder how much truth is there in it.
7. Have you told someone you love "I love you" today? Have you said "I miss you" to someone you are missing today?
What are you waiting for? =)
Monday, December 2
How? You Tell Me
How to not be attracted. You tell me how.
The Reply Me (1994 / 1997) series got me hooked for good. It's either something about the actors, though I think it has more to do with the earnesty the actors are delivering the storyline, the premise itself isn't as farfetched as most, and there's just this familiar feeling to the show. Maybe just how to whole thing fits.
My recently made famous words, "Go for it".
It's been drizzling all. day. long. Total cuddle weather.
I hope Monday has been kind to all you peeps! x
The Reply Me (1994 / 1997) series got me hooked for good. It's either something about the actors, though I think it has more to do with the earnesty the actors are delivering the storyline, the premise itself isn't as farfetched as most, and there's just this familiar feeling to the show. Maybe just how to whole thing fits.
My recently made famous words, "Go for it".
It's been drizzling all. day. long. Total cuddle weather.
I hope Monday has been kind to all you peeps! x
Sunday, December 1
143
143 - Henry
Apparently 143 means I Love You. =)
I suspect I have shared the song above before, but every now and then when I hear it on the radio, it still tickles me, so no harm sharing it again.
It's one of those songs whereby when I wake up and it's playing on the radio, it sets the mood just right.
Happy week ahead all you people! x
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