Wednesday, October 31

Eyebrow Threading

Was maximum pain. Probably less painful than upper lip threading but because I only have one upper lip but two eyes, it made the pain doubly unbearable.

And the best part is, I don't even like how my eyebrows look now. FML.

"Someone who can make you happy."

Tuesday, October 30

Yesterday

I said I will buy myself a ring if I don't get someone to buy it for me by the time I am 35.

11 years to go.

So much, so much.

Sunday, October 28

If You Can't Stand Being Burnt

Then don't play with fire. Simple. And don't go under the sun without protection (I meant sunblock kinda protection).

Long weekend with the parents was a success! A couple of hundred kilometers on the roads, Johor Premium Outlet, in-out of Singapore twice in two days, good food, good weather, more shopping... All's good. Photos as you wish..

The Daddy taking a photo of the Mommy, quite a funny sight!
Dad pointed to this, and called it "Dinosaur Egg".
Good thing I didn't grow up believing everything he says.
Gardens by the Bay in Singapore!
Doesn't it remind you of Avatar!?
I've got this weird hand twitching pose going on, I can't explain it either.
AVATAR!
Singapore is just amazing this way - they've got the whole concrete part sorted and then they make up for all the cement with this luscious green garden out of nowhere. Impressive doesn't quite cut it.
We paid 5$ (Sg dollars) to go onto the OCBC Skywalk, it was .. pretty cool. 
At one point, Dad took of his shoes and decided to walk barefooted. 0_o
And then he had to play with those wires. Like a small kid.
The only photo of us three together, sans the one I took of us in McD's at breakfast.

We didn't end up going into Legoland because tickets were just too expensive, RM 140 per person wasn't a sum we were willing to pay. But there's a cheaper way, buy your tickets online 7 days prior to your trip, saves you some $$$ this way. Check it out if you're keen!

I reckon the whole have no expectations and just go-with-it mentality works. As long as I am happy, who's to say I am not! =)

Have a great week ahead everyone..

Friday, October 26

When You Can't Compare

You just don't compare.

Happy (belated) birthday to the October Babies - Mandy Kok, Benjamin and Kevin Saw.

What would life be without you awesome bunch!?

Love max!

Wednesday, October 24

"Ok. Will be as fat as you then"

T_____T

That was what Mr Daddy said to me when I had told him that we tapao-ed satay for him for dinner in which he replied to say he was going to have dinner with his colleagues first and so I said, he can have the satay for supper instead and *bam* that was his response to me.

I cry.

Anyway, people always say, it's up to you to make it a bad experience good and a good experience even better. I believe so.

I think my day could've turned out to be far worse, but I made it through anyway. =)

Nonetheless, I do need to learn to grow a spine and not allow words or actions of others to affect me so much.

Tuesday, October 23

I Run..

.. when one of the following is true:

1) I feel the dire need to lose weight;
2) I have an upcoming event in which I require to have a decent amount of endurance;
3) I have thoughts that my mind can't seem to manage or decipher;
4) I am extremely stressed.

Or all four actually. Today, I ran for a bit (safe to say, not longer than 5 mins). Haha! And it was for reasons 1 and 3. Did it help? Not really, now I am just additionally tired and sweaty.

Wes said to me, "I swear you will need a freaking guy who likes you like maddddddd. And commit to like the max max". And when I asked him to help promote me a little, he said, "No -.-, I'm not going to advertise my sister." The things little brothers will do and say.

The Wise Ones.

Monday, October 22

Positives & Negatives

Work was lousy today. Unproductive to say the least. But the people I have in my life, the people who mean so much to me, those who I really cherish, make up for it.

It sucked that I was having a crappy day, but it hurt more to know others are hurting all the same. I wish and pray that we'll grow stronger, that we'll become each others support and pillar of strength not just for now, but for a long long time to come.

I don't know if you can listen to this, but you should: http://grooveshark.com/s/Undone/4PShkY?src=5.

It's No Doubt's Undone. Lyrics.

When there's more to what the eye sees, the heart feels.

Sunday, October 21

It's Okay

As long as I have tried. As long as I have done my best. It's okay.

Salmon Sushi




You are strong willed person who loves to try new things. You are highly adventurous.
You don't like being told that you can't do something. You resent too many rules.

You have an appreciation of all of life's complexities. You enjoy contradiction.
You notice subtleties more than most people. You have a discerning palette.




Saturday, October 20

The Math Doesn't Add Up

I thought I grew stronger. I thought I knew. I thought it will be fine the next time. I thought learning from my mistakes will prevent me from making them again.

But I am just as scared.

Probably more scared than I ever have been before.

What Do I Feel?

I caught myself asking myself that question today...

I went for Paintball late this morning. It was hot and dry but mostly exciting fun! Either I am still weak due to my week long recovery from my cold or the damn paintball gun is really heavy. Also that I haven't trained or built my fitness in a long while but after every run, I was panting so badly. -__-

But all in the name of fun nonetheless. To make things even better, we won 3 - 1 with only 5 people on our team versus the 6 on the other team. And with only one male on our team and 4 guys on theirs. Girl power yo!

I believe at some point in time, we get too comfortable with how things are that we don't really feel anything anymore. Okay maybe that's not the right way to say it. I suppose, it's not so much of not feeling anything but more of not feeling anything special or out of the ordinary that we just live each day feeling the same. 

Contention may be the word.

But it's always nice to start feeling again.

Wednesday, October 17

Level Up

Drowsy. Can't tell if it is the medication kicking in or if I am just tired.

Antibiotic pills are lime green in color. -__-

People right, the thing about people is that they're so unique you can't quite determine anything.

Consequences of actions. But why should someone pay for someone else's error?

Brain food.

No carb low sugar diet pretty successful still.

Blow dry hair and call it a day! Goodnight!

Tuesday, October 16

Grouchy

That was what I was for the most of today. Didn't sleep well last night. Was rolling around for a good 4 hours.. before I eventually slept. Hate that feeling.

The cold hasn't go away either. Sniffling all day. Overly sensitive to emotions too.

Maybe I should, I don't know. Calm down a little and take it easy.

But that's what I've been doing all this while!

Monday, October 15

Yay To Proper Blogging Again!

On my new baby the Asus Zenbook! In the case you missed my announcement 2 days ago..

Work was okay today, got my confirmation offer via email for postgrad too!

It's always starts with Fb. And it's always polar opposites that attract. And it's always fun and for the most of it, always don't work out too. Even if it does, I know, you know, and we know, it doesn't lasts that way.

I spelt "dinasour" wrong in my previous entry, I've corrected it. /shy I was dyslexic as a kid, so yes, "dinasour" should be "dinosaur"!

Facebook kept crashing on Chrome last night, I hope it works fine today.

No carbs, low sugar diet officially starts today, till Krabi! Don't tempt me, smack you. -__-

Little brothers sometimes are just too cute. In the oddest and most dangerous ways. But I love you still, just don't do it again.

Dinner now, no carbs, just proteins and fiber. #win

Saturday, October 13

Rawr

.. is 'I love you' in Dinosaur language! Still coughing, doctors or not. Asus Zenbook baby!

Friday, October 12

Locked Out

Of my own bathroom. Gr. David Guetta tracks on radio. Happy birthday Mandy dear!

Thursday, October 4

Under All That Confidence

There will always be some doubt. Nobody's perfect, it's just that the flaw hasn't been discovered.

Wednesday, October 3

So Many Fishes In The Sea

And I actually make a pretty decent fisher(wo)man mind you. Just wrong waters maybe.