I Just Call You Mine

Martina McBride

Not in the mood for words tonight. But hey! =)

Sick And Tired, And A Little Sad

I've been unwell, and occupied, and that's to explain the lack of updates.

Bad hair day. That's self explanatory as well.

I'm feeling conflicted? Sad? Indifferent? Sick definitely.

Probably just the weakened state of my being, coupled with my total dislike for pain. Throat is killing me, and of which I am already taking medication for, but it still bloooody hurts. =(

I wanna cry.

Feeling a little hypocritical too. I don't know. Crying just might help me thinks. Okay, can't help it.

Good long shower will (hopefully) help. 

P/s: I'll miss you, too. Have fun in heaven, and please keep watch over them, forever and always.

Ninja! Ninja! Ninja!

That's completely random. I don't even know how ninja's came about, just that it sounds cool. :D

10km's - checked! Can't say I am proud of my time, but I'm glad I finished nonetheless.

Achy!

And I'm semi whiny. Contemplating if I should have coffee now.

You Are an Orange Rose

You represent desire and enthusiasm

Your vibe: Sexy yet familiar

Falling in love with you: happens instantly - it's a fast ride

What Color Rose Are You?

Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

We are at the tail end of October already. Soon, 2013 will be over.. if you've got anything that you've set out to do but have not done, you've still got some time left.

In the meantime, smile - it's important!

It's A Slow Saturday

I had my own little version of Heirs drama unfolding in my dreams last night / this morning. It was kinda cute.

My nail cracked again. Gah. And my 10km run is tomorrow. And I'm just lazy.

I probably have some stuff to sort out, I'll get to them.

In a bit.

Why Do You Lie?

Hmmmmmm. It's 10 already, it was 8 just awhile ago. Likewise, it's Friday tomorrow already, it was just Monday, like yesterday. But it's funny because when at work, time goes by incredibly slowly.

I want to go to some place pretty. Peaceful. Without any distractions. Just a good book, fresh air, hot coffee would be a bonus. No TV, no internet connection, no data, no cellphone.

It'd be best if I could somehow still read recaps of episode 6 of Heirs though. Can't say I'm invested in the show still. But there's a lot of cute. Well, eye candy cute and cute banter, and moments. But it seems like it's about to get nasty and I don't like nasty, but they've got a story to tell otherwise there won't be a show.

I don't have thoughts tonight. At least none that I can think of right now.

Drinking From The Bottle - Calvin Harris feat Tinie Tempah

We live, we die, we give, we try, we kiss, we fight, also we can have a good time!

愛 | Love

Plus the 理. And that's my name.

I think I have a cut at my middle toe on my right foot. It hurts a whole lot. =(

I be a fatty bom bom. Ate so much food at dinner, it's not funny. I've always loved hanging out with these two people. They make up for a strong part of my support system.

Had my hair cut to rectify the mess from yesterday. It's decent! And I sorta like this new place - Derrick and Team in Telawi. RM100 for cut, wash and treatment. And I didn't have to wait. And the people were really nice. It's another good instance of not judging a book by its cover. =)

一切都是因為愛 - 倪安東

I just checked in the mirror though, both sides are still not exactly the same length, bah, why oh why! But it's acceptable. I suppose, not gonna find fault with it no more. I've got better things in life to fret about. =)

10km's this Sunday. Hahaha, best of luck to me, I am so gonna need it. Hope my toe feels better before then too. Still trying to figure how I could've gotten a cut there.

Tired. In a good way.

There's No Wrong, It's Just Port

If you saw that coming, well done genius! :P

RAWR.

On that same note, today was more lousy than good. Here's why.

I tried to be smartass way too many times today and too many times, things backfired on me. The shit I say sometimes. Assholes don't deserve my time, neither do people who can't be bothered to ask nicely and expect me to help them. And I'm disappointed at myself for feeling so negatively so strongly about this particular human being whose identity I don't even know for sure. And I'm also disturbed because I said I'll pass the word around when I really don't want to, and won't. And also for being a cheapo by paying RM10 for a haircut at Aeon Big's "salon" which now seems somewhat imbalance to me. I am gonna do a test tomorrow to see if anyone notices anything off, if yes, it's a call to make an appointment at an actual salon. And there goes more money. My skin is also peeling (flaking more like it) and it's gross. And for lousy coffee (or is it just me today?), which I hope won't keep me awake tonight or I might kill someone.

The good though, at least the RM10 haircut left me with decent bangs, so I suppose it's not too bad. That's highly likely the only good thing to be honest. Bah.

Hahaha. Ohwell, it's a good thing I'm rather resilient. Life goes on. 

There's No Right, It's Just Starboard

Symbiosis. Means "leeching" off one another but each to its own gain. Somewhat.

I think I much prefer symbiosis to sacrificing, or even tolerating per say. Because the latter two basically means one party loses out on the relationship. Most functional relationship (or interaction for that matter) is based on how good the symbiotic relationship gets.

Think there's a high risk my piercings on the right ear is infected. It's itchy like mad. /scratch /scratch

I know what color best describes me now - dirty brown. And I'm not exactly proud of it. It's dirty after all.

Long work week ahead, it'll be good - I'm not gonna let it be otherwise.

Life of The Rich & Famous

Not. (The continuation of the Heirs effect.)

It's easy to assume, and I see how people can be misled. But ohwell. There's more to what meets the eye. And if you can't get beyond that, too bad. Your loss.

Frankly speaking. I am absolutely unapologetic for who I am or, what I am, and for that matter, of what I am capable of doing.

If today isn't considered a good day, I don't know what day would. =))

My Love - Lee Sung Chul

So sweet. Read.

A girl can dream. And she will.

Jeremy said I lost weight when he saw me today! *happy dance* I reckon I was plenty cool today too - as I am pretty much every other day, so long I don't beat myself up unnecessarily.

Shazam > Soundhound anytime, any day.

Man in Love - Infinite; 0330 - UKISS; 1-4-3 - Henry; 我好想你 - 蘇打綠; Gotta Talk To You - Seungri. All songs identified via Shazam goodness today.

If I don't want to talk to you, I won't.

You're Gonna Hear Me Roar

It's a bit late. And I should really be in bed. However, I have tonnes going through my mind, and they're all scattered in every direction possible. So much so that I can't even begin to write them down in my little trusty notebook.

Trying to sleep would just not cut it. So I might as well just tire myself out completely and then head to bed.

I'm not exactly complaining though, please don't get me wrong. I'm just doing what works for me. And this does somewhat.

It was a long day today yesterday. In a roundabout kinda manner - it was good for awhile, then bad, then bad for awhile more, and then good. And then bad and then good. And then good again and then bad. And then it was good again. It just went on and on.

If I were left to my own devices, I reckon I would be a danger to myself. I was this close to getting my ears pierced again, and this time, the jeweller said," But we don't do piercings for the top of the ear." After all the deliberation whether or not to step into the freaking shop. Strange but ohwell, I walked out without causing any bodily harm to myself. I can't tell if I was relieved or disappointed.

The day I eventually get my ears pierced again, it would be worth celebrating. Or not.

I'm still watching Heirs. Despite me still being unimpressed about the plot, the story is picking up. My only real fascination with the show for now would be the fact that there can be such gorgeous looking people all in one vicinity!

Sailing over the weekend and I've yet to pack my bag or organize things thoroughly. Let's hope for some fair weather. I've got new socks, bought them at a discounted price. And I managed to smile my way through some glazed Krispy Kreme doughnuts.

Those are going around for some sharing tomorrow today.

Since I've decided to take things in stride anyway, I might as well just enjoy the journey. Whether it'll turn out good or not, we'll see. I echo my inner thoughts: Come what may. Bring it on.

Roar - Katy Perry

Cause I am a champion. Have a great weekend everyone!

Okay

Okay.

Worlds Apart

When I say that, it's not to console any party. It's stating a fact merely.

This week is full on birthdays and meetups and whatnot. Tiring but hey, all worth while. Happy birthday all Oct babies!

That's not to say that I'm not tired though. I am.

So much to do, so much to do. Are the decisions right? Are my choices correct?

Am I thinking right?

Still

Still - Hillsong

I hadn't had enough sleep, that one is for sure. But, my body seems to be recovering well. Yay! Also, Aloe Vera gel can be applied to the scalp.. I tried it yesterday after all. And me thinks it was a brilliant move.

I am gonna call it an early night, sweet dreams y'all! /love

Pain Is Essential

It's hurting all over. I am hurting all over..

My muscles (or the lack of muscles) are all sore. I'm not red in terms of sunburn but I am sunburnt - just brown in a very non fashionably manner. Think dip dye kinda brown from my sleeve, to my watch band, to my gloves, to the tip of my open finger gloves.

And I've got a case of batman tan too. Them shades. Bah.

And my scalp is on fire too. Because I hadn't want my Zhik cap to go diving. And I can't put aloe on my scalp can I?!

Nuff' of complaining, not that I was actually complaining. It was a good weekend. A well spent one. Except that I am in pain. Thank God that we're off tomorrow. Recovery Tuesday.

Watched episode 2 of Heirs. Is it me or does the show really make no sense? 0__o

I am getting a little frustrated at myself for wanting to continue following it but thinking that it's a utter waste of my brain power. It's seriously just for the eye candy.

Gotta get organized because all this unorganization is not doing me any good whatsoever.

Selamat Hari Raya to those celebrating the festivities and to everyone else, happy holidays!

Who Are You? It's Me

// Scheduled post. //

It's Me - Kahi

Now, THAT is some serious abs. #abenvy T___T

I've always liked Kahi. She was my favourite from After School, which is why I am not particularly surprised that they don't seem to be doing too well after her departure. UEE comes in second (only because I really liked her in Ojakgyo Brothers).

I can hardly understand the lyrics, nor do I really want to understand the meaning behind "I'm so bad girl, I'm so cool girl, I'm so sexy sexy sexy girl", but I do like the sound of it.

And the music video is preeettty! Everything about it 'fits', if you get what I am trying to say - the backdrop, the fashion, the cinematography, the air in which Kahi holds it all together with such ease.

Some serious Kahi love. And even more serious is my abs envy.

It's Time That You Won

Cabbage, Enoki mushrooms, egg, garlic and and a packet of instant noodles. That's all it takes a masterchef to cook up a storm! Noms.. Okay, fine. So it was a decent meal put together with whatever I had in the fridge, it was seriously pretty nomtastic nonetheless.

I could so live on my own and not starve to death.

So I will be spending the weekend in Thailand, Pattaya more specifically for some fun under the sun. Wheeee, here we go. Heh, all in the name of carpe diem and YOLO. I hope it'll be good. Maybe I'll be back with some battle scars, but as long as it's worth it, and they usually are.

So Heirs premiered, and it is all eye candy! But meh, is that really it? I don't know. I'd probably still follow it, purely for its aesthetic purpose, though I do hope the story picks up to make it a little less like I am wasting my time.

Got my new S4 too yay! And it came with Dropbox installed and I am automatically a Dropbox Guru now, 48GB of bonus space. So much win. Gotta be smarter now, can't be outdone by my phone can I.

I've got some things to settle tonight. And I've also realized that I'm not really for multitasking. Rather, when I get pre-occupied with thoughts, I seriously can mess up the simplest of tasks. Leading to many funny instances.

So ultimately, my best friend, would be a to do list. Keeps me organized, keeps me in check, ensures I do all that is necessary, and ultimately leads me to achieving my goals!

Memories. Good old memories. But that's exactly what they are. And that's exactly what they should be.

If you don't stand for anything, you'll fall for anything. Sucker Punch
Be hurt, the world can take it. No Strings Attached

Enjoy whatever whenever! =)

Let's Be Kind

Life's a game made for everyone, and love is the prize. Wake Me Up - Avicii feat Aloc Blacc.

Everyday is full of surprises. Sometimes good ones, sometimes bad ones, unfortunately we don't get to pick which surprises we'll get because otherwise it ain't no surprise right!

Today, I was surprised (more amused than surprised actually), at how absurd people can be. They can be so ridiculously absurd, and I don't mean the good kind, so much so that my entire being just refuses to see the good left in them.

But anyway, the most surprising thing today was how the best advice came from an unexpected person. You know who you are lah. (y) /love

Also, in the name of some acronym fun, here are some that were created today: BPP (B pi pee), KIV (Kay IV), IV's DV, M&M (mommy's monster).

Today, this evening rather, will be all about drawing up my pro's and con's to certain decisions I need to make.

I spent a good 10 minutes drawing that on Paint, not too shabby eh. Pretty pastels. =)

Topics to include would be: Platu event 12th & 13th of Oct in Pattaya, to leave or not to leave, to splurge on Pilates or not to splurge, to push for leisure sail on the 19th or not to, to fit diving into the days before Langkawi or not to.

These are all good dilemmas at least, so all's good! :D

A Little More Like Me, A Little Less Like You

Brain is on an overdrive, in the good sense. It's like I'm bursting with enthusiasm as we speak. Strange, because even I'm not too sure what exactly am I excited about, but of course, there are reasons, just can't quite put my finger on it.

Guess the crappy bugs have gone away, for now at least. =))

Email frenzy to commence in a little bit. Tummy behave. It was all nice and calm. The motions set in place. And then you come along. Again! I'm not complaining. Not exactly.

Wake Me Up - Birdy

NooOOooOoo! There's actually a cover of this by her, I am in a disbelief! I can't tell if I like this or not actually. It was a fun, upbeat song with Avicii's version. Birdy just made it sad, like really sad and painful. But I suppose it kinda works too. Sorta. No?

Also, I finally had my facial today. My face feels ultra clean. That aside, facial today was definitely one of the best facials I've done. Mostly because the shoulder massage was awesome, and also because they've also resorted to giving hand massages too! Guess they finally figured that they needed to do something to counterbalance all that extraction pain.

My favourite part of facials is the massage. My least favourite part of it ironically is, the facial itself. Hahaha.

Can you tell? 

Love Is More Than That

It's x-th day of feeling a little bit emo, a little bit down, a little bit clueless, a little bit helpless.

Today was better than yesterday in many ways though. Up level. =)

Message at sermon today to love by action and by living a life of truly loving was a good reminder. Sailing was good, as it always is. But you add on meeting new friends and winning races, it's just doubly good. And marmite sotong dinner with the kawans was fantastic.

Maybe I am just tired and need good rest.

My fingernail (specifically my middle finger on my right hand) has been cracking non-stop. It's already mega short, any shorter means my flesh underneath the nail would be exposed. Ouchie. The funny thing though is that it is the only finger which such issue.

I wonder if I may have injured it or something and therefore it's not functioning properly, ie, not sending enough nutrients to my fingernail. Possible?

I really hope I get teman to join Pilatique, it's mahal to join alone, and it's always nice to have a friend come along. Accountability and motivation.

Think I may be a little bit dehydrated too. Downing h2o and then heading to bed.

Have a great week ahead you all, love lots.

You Keep Proving Me Right

Time and time again.

When all I had hoped for, was for me to be wrong, even if it was just for once.

I Swear? Or Underwear?

I Swear - All 4 One

So those of us who followed the Master's Sun series, we had our cute, happy ending yeah! Pleased as a punch me. I'd usually feel a little lost after the end of a series that I follow religiously, but somehow, this one is a little different.. Maybe because Heirs is taking over so it's not that big of a void. =P

Ate too much for dinner, yummy food nonetheless! Om nom nom.. Avocado lassi was two thumbs up!

How we respond in any given situation or towards any person highly determines (I'm talking maybe 90%) how the situation continues to unfold, or how the person reacts back. So always think about the part that you play, always.

Underwear - Minions

Tired, stuffed, sleepy, pleased. TGIF!

Don't Go Chasing

I will be needing a planner for 2014 sooooon-ish a.s.a.p.!

Power grids and bottle caps remind me of you. "Cold showers after PT is good for you" reminds me of you. Kim Jong Kook reminds me of you.

Need a haircut, and a facial. This week is kinda packed already though. Maybe next week. A mani and pedi would be nice too, maybe the following weekend.

Clearing off things I never use in my room. The dust accumulated. Is incredible. /cough

With reference to the topic, I was reading a book over the course of my Bangkok trip and it occurred to me that chasing after things, or people for that matter is futile and redundant. Of course, there will be people who will have something to say about this, but if you don't share my sentiments, it is perfectly fine with me. Happy chasing, if that's what makes you happy.

Waterfalls - TLC

Knackered from the lack of sleep and traveling. Not that I am complaining. I'm already itching to take flight again, but please no crying babies on flights, or on buses for that matter.

I'm a good kid, but not a great one. Yet. Brainstorming ways to be better version of my current self, not in the famous diva sense, but you know what I mean.

Step one, would be to live today as if tomorrow won't come, includes saying and doing all that matters TODAY. Step two, would be to stop chasing, and just be. Third, to not get angry at people or events that are trivial and won't make a difference in my life. Baby steps.

Yours?

All You Never Say

All You Never Say - Birdy

I can't tell if I've gained weight or if I've lost some. All the nom-ing going on versus all the walking. Which has more affect I wonder. I sure hope it's the walking.

Still have the 10km's to survive in a couple of weeks. My pants feel tighter. Muscle mass gained? Hahaha!

I caught myself thinking over the past few days - What if I hadn't been born with a (relatively) pretty face, what if... Life would most certainly be a lot different, but different how, I guess I wouldn't know for sure.

Home bound today, early morning flights and midnight flights are a pain. No crying babies please pretty please.

Bangkok, you will be missed.